Feelings, nothing more than feelings

I'm discovering more and more about myself these few days. I never knew I had such a lot of pain and anguish inside me, never knew that I felt so lonely actually, the feeling that nobody really loves me was so deeply ingrained in me that it just came out, and made me always so angry... Life is never fair isn't it? But I guess if I didn't feel safe, I would never had let myself go till I think the nerighbours must have been really worried... It's a good thing it wasn't the 7th month or they might think ghosts are howling. heh. Oh well, at least that part of me is dealt with. There might be more to come though... I'm counting on it. =)