Who am I (Part Infinity)

I am someone who lives with a lot of self-blame.

I am someone who has grown up with a lot of blame from others.

I am someone who had loads of internal rules and regulations.
*Do this! Don't do that! You should be like this! You shouldn't be like that!*

I am someone who grew up with a lot of rules and regulations simply because I was never taught how to deal with the emotions that come when things happen.

I am a whole composite of things that go wrong and right in my growing up years.

Sigh.