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Say, how do you like it?

I am?

What is disappointment? Or anger? Or jealousy?

I wonder how it'd be like if I could express all my emotions freely without fear of shame, recriminations, and all sorts of negative consequences. Maybe I've lived a life of masks too long so much so that I don't know how to be real anymore. Seeing how negative emotions are in the world around me, I would never be able to be me. It'd be too damaging.

How do I express emotions constructively? That's a question I'm asking myself so often nowadays.

I am not me.

It's so easy to hide your fear and hurt under the mask of anger or even indifference but they eat at you until you're nothing left. You have to be sure the other person you tell your fear and hurts to will not throw it back at your face and tell you not to feel so in many different ways.

I want to be me.

someone says...

someone says: "I wanna leave you."

someone says: "I've had enough of you."

someone says: "I haven't seen you for a very long time."

someone says: "You need to clarify if you don't understand what was being said."

someone says: "I'm lowly educated, that's why I don't know what she is talking about."

someone says: "I saw a doctor and was told that I have hardening blood vessels."

someone says: "I wish you would be more understanding."

someone says: "She's always like that."

someone says: " I don't know what to do anymore."

But He says: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."

and I say: "I will take Your yoke upon me and learn from You, for You are gentle and humble in heart, and I will find rest for my soul. For Your yoke is easy and Your burden is light."

What colour am I?

Yellows are motivated by fun. They are inviting and

embrace life as a party which they're

hosting. They love playful interaction and

can be extremely sociable and persuasive.

They seek instant gratification. YELLOWS need

to be adored and praised. While YELLOWS are

carefree, they are quite sensitive and highly

alert to others motives to control them.

YELLOWS carry within themselves the gift of a

good heart.

YELLOWS need to look good socially, and friendships

command a high priority in their lives.

YELLOWS are happy, highly verbal, easily

bored, and crave adventure. They can never

sit still for long. They choose friends who,

like themselves, refuse to allow lifes boring

details stifle their curiosity. They embrace

each day in the present tense. YELLOWS are

charismatic, spontaneous, positive, and can

be irresponsible, obnoxious, and forgetful.

When you deal with a YELLOW praise and adore

them, take a positive, upbeat approach, and

promote creative and fun activities for and

with them.


What Color Are You?
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Rival in love...

What can you do
when I feel that way to
a hard and lifeless tool.
It takes away his gloom
yet it is his time's tomb.
I feel like such a fool
for losing his attention to
this darned computer doomed!