Mysterious birthday...

My birthday came and went quickly...

So quickly that I didn't even feel like I was celebrating it!

I quarrelled with M 2 nights consecutively before the big day and it was rather horrible....

Then on the actual day, it was no wonder that I was in a horrid mood...

But suddenly, things got a little better...

And it got a little clearer why I was being so emotional.

PMS sucks!!!

Oh... And i got a mysterious birthday card today... It wasn't signed so I have no idea who sent it...

Someone let me know???

The date looms...

Getting more and more worried, more and more stressed... the marriage seems easier than the wedding... shucks...

Some people might be going for a mission trip on the date of my wedding...
A part of me is feeling kinda glad coz i dunno if the church i'm using can put in so many people. But the other part of me feels sad that they won't be able to come... dilemma dilemma...

Oh well, a preview of me!



Pretty???

Losers...

I have been living in a state of denial for too long...

I AM OUT OF SHAPE!!!
*I refuse to say the "f**" word...* =P


So loser I must be right now...

It's so not easy I tell you...




Anyway, I feel like a loser...

Nobody likes me,
Everybody hates me,
I'm gonna eat some worms...

Ok, maybe I need to tell myself that not EVERYBODY hates me...

I am loved. I am lovingly and wonderfully made by God.

Just because *you* don't like me doesn't mean I deserve to be treated as an outcast.

Fed up.